It's been way too long away from the blog just cuz I've been contemplating the thought of giving up blogging completely. I haven't had much inspiration or anything worthy to share. But here I am now, on my way to Cambodia once more. The trip is exhausting but I'm kinda looking forward to having a good time and learning something new.
Life as a grown up hasn't been all that smooth after all but I have had worse days so this is nothing to me. I always thought if I were to complete my studies, people would leave me alone to pursue my aspirations. But I guess not. Everyone worries for my future which I have no clue why. I always understood it as I would be answerable for my actions so regardless of what I do or where I am, if my future becomes hopeless, I'll live by the choices I have made. So why are people so worried for me seriously?
Just because I live in the mountains doesn't mean I don't have a life or I don't have/think about the future. I actually get a lot of time to do all the thinking and reflection that I want, all the reading of good books, all the amazing views of the valleys and the good times with young people. Eventually it isn't my place forever, that I know. But I learned that planning for the future can be mind-boggling too. I think I have done enough planning and as much as I know what I want, I'm not too much of a risk-taker when it comes to almost everything except for some traveling I guess. I'm not that courageous afterall. Other weaknesses of mine include mornings, alarm clocks and cats ;)
One of my favorite spots